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Summarized as 

1. Divergent - Admin has a limited concept for children, limited choice - too broad 

2. Oxytocin - Admin needs children face because oxytocin instead of dop - unsure 

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Focus on word hallucination & ps1

3.  Alpha - Meds increase alpha, have theory template, GGZ KL into KP - **TRUE**

o Ugly ref to ew, into provocation, related 

o Breaking alpha with fast-paced visuals... solo cp

o explains ps. 98

Here... [[theory_increasing_alpha_in_hip_damage_with_special_gym_viewing]]

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4. Resa pedo - Main 3 from resa pedo - 16- PFC, both incapac, 13+ K risk, so 11 12 - hypothetical 

Here... [[admin_resa_pedo]]

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5. Word freq ... pol & law before child & spirit

6. 0503 sexual 36s '02 have virt child 8-9 transition ... child sex ... society to blame ... late child & focus on sex(ualization) //NONSENSE//

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Focus on language

7. 0508 info on [[toeschouwer, illusion, code and metaphor]]

Focus on trauma

8. 0509 [[morals & trauma]]

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Summary

o one word hallucination KL towards KP

guilt of ggz ... no protection from swearing 

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o loss, ambu & sz caused admin to **use**

**decoding** to increase identification with music

**with faulty code**, also for sex? 

Ps bij Esther, Afra, Charm, Marga, 

Noor, Noor & luifel //niet dr// niet wederz

&& kan niet geloven DUS ZIE SIGNALEN (??)

Net als abuser zie ik sign, maar wacht 

altijd op verbal, expl sign

Misschien focussen op dat twns, teens die

nooit zullen geven, maar zie qua pref geen alternatief 

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o why preteen?

Illusion of influ trans 11 to 12 ... power

or avoid risk cancer pre 13 ... safety

or xp with dak and ew start 12 ... xp

o trauma loss caused disbelieve in morals

guilt ggz no att at all to trauma 

see advice ai

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Working on oxytocin v2

See 

http://penny.school/panic/girls/explainer.txt

2009 risp ... found safety in zb with nn tweens

2011 syr war ... oxytocin diminished, more b, less a

2012 find pleasure in repeating zb with nn, n

Meds increase rep behav

2015 extend to n vids, tweens

Less meds, less safety, less pleasure than 2012

Seems like when you xp safety you want more safety

When you xp danger, you want more danger ... ps idea

Danger, more danger

2021 after ban twt, sms pegm ... shell proces ... cp

Wat is de climax? Attention to cc or me?

Schuld echt... niet pegman maar non-re a op mijn re

Ik wilde pegm laten benaderen door a, ggz en adv

Justice ... 

dus voor koelewijn ... m 2jr, voor pegm vs m ... zero

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Ondanks dat iets x een case voor x lijkt

Wil ik mezelf gewoon op de kaart zetten