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--- collected_pedo_theories [2025/05/15 04:01] – adminm
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-Summarized as
-. Divergent - Admin has a limited concept for children, limited choice - too broad
-. Oxytocin - Admin needs children face because oxytocin instead of dop - unsure
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-Focus on word hallucination & ps1
-.  Alpha - Meds increase alpha, have theory template, GGZ KL into KP - **TRUE**
-o Ugly ref to ew, into provocation, related
-o Breaking alpha with fast-paced visuals... solo cp
-o explains ps. 98
-Here... [[theory_increasing_alpha_in_hip_damage_with_special_gym_viewing]]
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-. Resa pedo - Main 3 from resa pedo - 16- PFC, both incapac, 13+ K risk, so 11 12 - hypothetical
-Here... [[z admin_resa_pedo]]
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-. Word freq ... pol & law before child & spirit
-. 0503 sexual 36s '02 have virt child 8-9 transition ... child sex ... society to blame ... late child & focus on sex(ualization) //NONSENSE//
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-Focus on language
-. 0508 info on [[toeschouwer, illusion, code and metaphor]]
-Focus on trauma
-. 0509 [[morals & trauma]]
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-Summary
-o one word hallucination KL towards KP
-guilt of ggz ... no protection from swearing
-=
-o loss, ambu & sz caused admin to **use**
-**decoding** to increase identification with music
-**with faulty code**, also for sex?
-Ps bij Esther, Afra, Charm, Marga,
-Noor, Noor & luifel //niet dr// niet wederz
-&& kan niet geloven DUS ZIE SIGNALEN (??)
-Net als abuser zie ik sign, maar wacht
-altijd op verbal, expl sign
-Misschien focussen op dat twns, teens die
-nooit zullen geven, maar zie qua pref geen alternatief
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-o why preteen?
-Illusion of influ trans 11 to 12 ... power
-or avoid risk cancer pre 13 ... safety
-or xp with dak and ew start 12 ... xp
-o trauma loss caused disbelieve in morals
-guilt ggz no att at all to trauma
-see advice ai
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-Working on oxytocin v2
-See
-http://penny.school/panic/girls/explainer.txt
-risp ... found safety in zb with nn tweens
-syr war ... oxytocin diminished, more b, less a
-find pleasure in repeating zb with nn, n
-Meds increase rep behav
-extend to n vids, tweens
-Less meds, less safety, less pleasure than 2012
-Seems like when you xp safety you want more safety
-When you xp danger, you want more danger ... ps idea
-Danger, more danger
-after ban twt, sms pegm ... shell proces ... cp
-Wat is de climax? Attention to cc or me?
-Schuld echt... niet pegman maar non-re a op mijn re
-Ik wilde pegm laten benaderen door a, ggz en adv
-Justice ...
-dus voor koelewijn ... m 2jr, voor pegm vs m ... zero
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-Ondanks dat iets x een case voor x lijkt
-Wil ik mezelf gewoon op de kaart zetten